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Doctor Frederick Halfmoon - (Zeno Campedelli)
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22 September 2009 @ 07:14 pm
I'm not dead yet ... but I feel like it  
Hi everybody! I just want to tell you that I'm still alive ... I feel really tired; I feel strange: sometimes I start crying and sometimes I feel pretty relaxed, sometimes I feel sad and sometimes really happy. I don't understand!

I don't even want to write this post.
The good news is that I finally finished my season at that stupid aquapark!

I wish to talk with somebody ... but not via chat for now; I prefer to read your comments on LJ if have something to tell me; I'd really appreciate you suggestions if you have some.
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The Bacon Sandwich of Regret[info]thornwolf on September 22nd, 2009 05:24 pm (UTC)
*hug* I wrote you an email for your birthday, I hope you got it and that it made you smile at least a little.
Doctor Frederick Halfmoon - (Zeno Campedelli)[info]doc_halfmoon on September 23rd, 2009 09:01 am (UTC)
*hugs* Yes, yes ... I received it! I'm so sorry, I didn't wrote you back; I really appreaciated it. (Unfortunately that was the worst birthday of my life: I had a massive anxiety attack and I was in point to collapse in the middle of street).

I'm still depressed because Diva is not here anymore, I miss her so much! I feel like if I'll never be happy again.
Fortunately I'm going to spend a couple of weeks in Italy with my old friends. I'm sure that will help a lot.
Synnabar: synn think[info]synnabar on September 22nd, 2009 06:11 pm (UTC)
*waves and says hi* I am happy to hear from you. :)
Doctor Frederick Halfmoon - (Zeno Campedelli): Victor - Worried[info]doc_halfmoon on September 23rd, 2009 08:53 am (UTC)
Hi there! =) Thank you! It's always nice to see you! (I'm sorry to reappear in such sad occasion)
Katrine Hagmann[info]breakingpencils on September 22nd, 2009 08:18 pm (UTC)
aww sorry to hear you feel so down :( *hug*

First of all it's important to take day by day, try to focus on positive things in your life. If the depressions are just too much to handle contact your doctor, perhaps s/he can help you :)
Talking with a psychologist helped me a lot

So nice to hear from you again <3
Doctor Frederick Halfmoon - (Zeno Campedelli): Lupo - Uh ...?[info]doc_halfmoon on September 23rd, 2009 08:49 am (UTC)
That's right ... BTW, I never wanted to see a psychologist, but now I feel that I need to talk with a professional (and I think that's positive too); fortunately I'll be able to close this 'chapter' and start a new one soon.

Now that I'm finally free, I feel empty because my sweet Diva won't be there to cheer me up anymore.
However I'm glad to read your comment here: you're always so kind! =)
Katrine Hagmann[info]breakingpencils on September 27th, 2009 04:03 pm (UTC)
I felt that the first time too, when my doctor said "do feel you need to talk with a psychologist?"
I freaked out and told him I was perfectly fine, that was a lie of course :p
So if you feel you don't WANT to talk with one, then you probably need one lol (at least that was the case with with me)
Perhaps it can be a good idea just to try it, perhaps you don't need it.

It's always very hard to lose someone you love, and being depressed can sometimes be a part of the healing process. That is just how the human mind works. But it's still important to try to live in the moment, and focus on the positive things in your daily life :)